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Brenda Hoffman, LifeTapestryCreations.com

​Dear Ones,
Please know the glorious day it is. Perhaps you are not feeling the glory of earth at this time, but you will. For the Universal energies of love and self-love are now reigning down in full force.
Some of you fear these energies because you do not yet fully understand what self-love means for you, so you are disguising your self-love with snippets of anger towards those you find in your path. A bit like winning an Olympic gold medal and finding yourself irritated because you have no idea what your life will look and feel like once you are not pushing to win that gold medal.
This irritation that pops up now and then within you and directed towards others seems unreasonable even to you. You have the life that you created or are creating. You climbed your mountain and rolled down your hill of self-discovery. And you note that those around you display indications of shifting into their new beings.
You should be celebrating – yet, there is a feeling of discomfort, of something not quite right, of, “I did all that for this?”
Such thoughts and actions are merely your exhale from the months, years or even decades of swimming upstream despite indications that you were wrong and society was right, that what you were experiencing in 3D was all that there was and ever would be.
Think of an infant having a wonderful day at the beach laughing, building sand castles and playing in the water. But because of that joyful day, they are so tired they are unusually cranky. And so it is, and so you are.
You are starting to breathe again in the sense that you have completed your push to not only shift earth into New Earth but yourself into new you. It is done. You are complete in your new you being.
But you cannot feel new you externally. Nor can you tap into that newness quite yet leading to more irritation. Even though you are letting go of much and are drawn to new people, information and vehicles of change, the reality of those shifts have not yet touched your outer being. You are tired without quite understanding why.
You know without knowing that you are different. And even though you know within you that you have accomplished something spectacular, you pine for the focus you needed to achieve what you have achieved.
Allow yourself to rest, to collect your thoughts and to move forward into your glorious self-love when it is correct for you to do so. You are not yet at the point of observing your Olympic gold medal with fondness. You are not yet even at the point of acknowledging to yourself that you have achieved that gold medal. But you will after you rest and allow yourself to sense externally all that you have achieved.
Some of you continue to believe that nothing has changed, that nothing is different. You are you, and that is it.
You HAVE changed. You ARE different. But you are exhausted – again like the toddler who played hard and is overly tired.
The memory of all you achieved cannot and will not be erased from your being or all Universal beings. But before you can fully claim your honors, your gold medals for daring to be you, despite the voices to the contrary, you need to rest a bit.
Your world, your life will sparkle with joy once you are rested.
It is indeed a glorious world you created with your co-Lightholder beings. You have achieved the impossible – combining 3D and 5D while fully of 3D to all those not transitioning or not transitioning at the same time as you.
And yet, you berate yourself for not doing enough, for not being enough – like an Olympic gold medal winner who berates herself for not winning by a larger margin.
Enough of your self-flagellation. Enough of berating yourself for anything. Allow the sparkle of joy and self-love in – once you have allowed yourself to rest a bit. So be it. Amen.