The Approval Addiction
October 21, 2020
SaaniaSparkle, 160 Comments
A lot of us wish for our talents, our intelligence, or our strengths to be recognised, appreciated, and known by others. But we very soon start to rely on these approvals and try to ‘alter’ our lives to fit in within these expectations. Unfortunately, right from here starts a very vicious cycle.
Ever since I was younger, I had an insane obsession with ‘making sure people knew’ I was this or I was that. My mood, my emotions, and my feelings were a dangerously direct reflection of what others thought of me. It got to the point where I got excessively dependent on ‘approval’. If people praised me, I would feel empowered. If people criticised me, I would feel anxious. And if people insulted me, I would start to look down on myself.
A common example I often look back at are the times wherein I felt the immense pleasure when my teachers would praise me, when my friends would praise me, and how I’d feel so superior when I beat someone’s highest score in class. Conversely, how I would grow wild with angst when others performed better than me. Not only because I didn’t do well, but because others now saw that. But I now think to myself, why did the opinions of others matter to me so greatly? At the end of the day, we live to push our limits, and reach our goals. And none of that should have to change based on the views of the people around us. I was reading the book Feeling Good: The New Mood Therapy by David Burns, and it made me realise how I had made it a habit to evaluate myself through the eyes of others. I now see that I can be so much more than that.
It can be enjoyable to have someone approve of us, but I don’t think we need this approval to be able to love and respect ourselves. Likewise, disapproval can be uncomfortable and it can make our life feel sour and rotten. But it doesn’t make us any less of a person. When we give our power over to others, we lose out on who we really are, and the only reality we then see is how we believe others see us.
Cancer Horoscope: Acting on Your Vision
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Acting on Your Vision
CANCER HOROSCOPEOCTOBER 28, 2020
Your ability to foresee possibilities and plan for the future could inspire others today, for having a vision and being able to imagine a better world might encourage people to listen to your ideas and follow your lead. By thinking about how your actions will impact the earth in ten, fifty, and one hundred years, you may find it easier to take positive steps toward doing something that will influence others. If you can use your visionary and creative ideas today to do something positive not only for yourself but also for others, you may also motivate them to act with an eye toward the future effects of their present actions.
Doing something constructive now in order to affect positive and lasting change for the future can be a catalyst to awaken the awareness of those around you. By looking to the example of great modern leaders, we can see that they envisioned a better future, yet took action in the present. Even simple acts that kindle an understanding of one person's impact can go a long way toward making our world a better place. Using your vision to take steps today will inspire others to also act in a way that will create a more positive future.
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THE MED BED
TRUMP ON JUNE 14 SAID TO THE NATION, "WITHIN A YEAR'S TIME OR SO ALMOST ALL HOSPITAL PROCEDURES WILL BE OBSOLETE."
EVERY CITY WILL HAVE MANY MEDICAL BEDS AND TESLA CHAMBERS CAPABLE OF HEALING AND REPAIRING DNA ALONG WITH CURING ALL AILMENTS.
AGE REGRESSION (up to 30 years)
NO MORE CANCER
NO MORE AUTISM
NO MORE FIBERMIALGA
NO NEED FOR VACCINES
NO MORE ALSHIMERS
NO MORE JOINT PAIN
NO MORE DEFICIENCIES
WE MAY NOT AGREE WITH EVERYTHING HE DOES BUT TRUMP IS DOING MORE FOR HUMANITY THEN THE LAST 10 PRESIDENTS COMBINED.
PROOF IS IN THE EXECUTIVE ORDERS HE HAS SIGNED.
MED BEDS HAVE THE ABILITY TO REGROW ORGANS THAT ARE MISSING, SUCH AS A GALL BLADDER, KIDNEY OR LYMPH NODES ETC. ETC. THROUGH THE USE OF LIGHT SPECTRUMS AND FREQUENCIES. See www.youtube.com/watch?v=0zV7VEVst7c.
THE BEST IS YET TO COME. ~ Q
Med Bed technology has been 'suppressed' and hidden from the public for a long, long time. Fortunately, due to the planetary shift from 3D to 5D happening at this time, and the increasing demand for transparency by the human collective consciousness, an increasing number of courageous people are coming forward to disclose what they know has been hidden for decades, even centuries, and most likely for thousands of years. Two of these courageous souls are Ileana the Star Traveler (her internet name) and Jared Rand.
Ileana wrote the information on the Holographic Medical Pods from her personal experiences as a Secret Space Program Asset on Mars. Her information is posted in the 2nd-half of this article. Jared is a highly intelligent and knowledgeable man who has been working with the Global Transition for decades, and has information about many topics the general public is not aware of, including but not limited to, off-world ET technology gifts to humanity like the Quantum Financial Computer System, Anti-Gravity Propulsion, Replicators and Med Beds.
Tachyon Energy & Plasma Energy Med Beds
There are 3 types of Med Beds: 1) Holographic Med Beds; 2) Regenerative Med Beds which regenerates tissue and body parts, that’s powered by a different source; 3) Re-atomization Med Beds that in about 2-3 minutes will regenerate the whole human body, head to toe. What does this advanced Technology mean for an 80-year old woman? She could be 30-years old again in less than 3 minutes. 50 years pealed off her life. Now, she can have children again. She could have a whole new family if she wants. It looks like to this writer that the Med Bed technology is a perpetual fountain of youth.
The Med Bed looks at the body and corrects imperfections. The Technology has been around for quite some time. It’s not something out of the clear blue sky. It’s just been kept hidden from the human race for a very long time.
The Technology of the Med Beds is not from planet Earth. It is not human-created technology. It is a technology that has been given to humanity by off-world ETs. A Med Bed is based on tachyon particle energy and plasma (plasmatic) energy. The soil, the atmosphere, the water, everything is plasma energy, everything in the universe is plasma energy, it’s just a different form through vibrational frequency.
The Med Beds have Artificial Intelligence (AI) that’s controllable so it cannot get out of control and run wild. The AI is the computer. It operates kind of like an MRI, where you sit in a tube and it rolls over your body and does a magnetic oscillation and resonance scan of your body to diagnose disease. The Med Bed scans your skin, your muscle tissue, all the organs and everything in your body. It shows everything – all the way down to the micron level of the blood. It actually identifies your DNA and it does a complete internal analysis of the body. When it does that, it picks up any disease and any genetic imperfection. For example, you could have stage 4 leukemia, and on a Med Bed in about 2.5 minutes, you’re cured. No side effects.
And, if you had an organ cut out or removed from the body, the Med Bed’s re-atomization process regenerates that organ as if it was never removed. Because your body leaves a resonance – a vibrational frequency. The body always remembers when an organ has been removed or stopped operating, and the Med Bed’s artificial intelligence links into the body’s vibrational frequency and DNA to regenerate the organ.
Rand says he has studied cancer research for many, many years. Cancer can be cured with the Med Beds all day long; very easily and very cheaply, too, he says. Because he’s done it for people. With the Med Beds, cancer is gone. Chemotherapy becomes obsolete. Lou Gehrig’s disease, Hodgkin’s disease, Muscular Dystrophy, all disease is gone, eliminated.
Rand says some people believe this whole process of healing with the Med Beds is just science fiction. That it can’t be true. Somebody just made it up! And, because nobody believes it exists, its easy to manufacture them in quantity and get them ready for distribution.
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“When you are in this Med Bed, you don’t go through any pain, you don’t go through radiations. It’s not like some evil event. You go into a deep sleep. There’s no injection, no needles or anything. You wake up and look in the mirror and your creepy skin is gone. Your white hair is the color it was when you were in your twenties (20s). It’s the same for your eyesight, your hearing, your taste, your smell. Everything is restored to a perfected younger state again,” Rand says.
“This is the new age for the new Earth and new human race. It’s totally the opposite of what we’ve lived. These technologies are already here. It’s a matter of getting them safely – SAFELY – to the people that can use them.”
Holographic Medical Pods
Ileana the Star Traveler wrote the following information on the Holographic Medical Pods. She obtained the information by using a unique method “hypnosis regression memories” whereby Ileana was able to verify the information did indeed come from the Secret Space Program by seeing the holographic medical pods during her tenure as a Secret Space Program Asset on Mars. The information is available in a PDF free download - see Resources at the end of this article.
Ileana hosts the Awakening Cosmic Reality Show on YouTube – an interview program covering topics such as spirituality, ET contact, healing modalities, awakening and the ascension process. She has published many fascinating stories of her galactic travels at her website, and also channels benevolent star nation beings, spiritual guides, and her Higher Self. She has the ability to astral travel, conduct remote viewing, and work in the Akashic Records. She has obtained much knowledge from her past lives as a star traveler living out in space.
The following information contained in Ileana’s PDF reveals how the medical pods work, what they look like, and how they are utilized in the advanced medical field of technology with 3D anatomical imaging equipment. Information is also provided on how the medical pods can revive people from the dead, cure diseases, heal wounds, remove scarring tissue, and administer an age regression protocol before discharge from the Secret Space Programs.
The Holographic Medical Pods are automated medical stations where a medical expert selects the type of medical procedure to be done from the computer database, then the patient lies down in the pod, and the machine performs the medical operation or procedure, then the lasers will close up the points of entry where the procedure was done. These types of holographic medical pods have features such as an Airtight Operating Shield, Comfortable Limb Restraints, a Laser Scalpel, Laser Mirror Arms to remove scarring, Computer Controlled Robotic Surgical Arms, Liquid Spray Anesthetic, Vital Signs Sensors, and all of these features are mounted on an Adjustable Titanium Base. The Med Pods (aka Med Beds) allow users to diagnose, treat, and preform a wide range of surgical procedures with the ultra-fine laser incisions that are guided by 3D anatomical scanning. The 3D scanning has refractory lenses which take live scans of the body in order to do various medical procedures.
The 3D anatomical scanning lens and laser technology allows for complete diagnoses of all body systems including neurological factors, treatment of infections through concentrated antibiotic injections, detoxification of the body in order to cure diseases like cancer, basic or advanced wound repair, limb regeneration through cellular DNA reconstruction, and scar removal. As well as other procedures can be done such as appendectomy, laparoscopic ablation, and Cesarean section.
The Med Pods can also regenerate dying cell tissues in the body in order to make the cells healthy again, as well as revive neurons, protons, stem cells, etc. This is done in order to be able to cure diseases like for example Multiple Sclerosis, Alzheimer’s, etc.
The advanced medical pods have micro laser technology and multiple refractory lenses that can manipulate the body’s natural chronometer and perform age regression procedures through DNA modification or even do cross hybridization between human DNA and ET genetics, or mix animal DNA with the human genome to create stronger and healthier species of humans.
There is advanced holographic super computer software that can create various types of memory engrams that can be imprinted on people’s brains through light spectrum visual imagery in order to create false or altered screen memories. As well as brain memory suppression injection drugs are administered so black listed classified memories cannot be easily recalled by individuals. These procedures are often done in the SSP programs while someone is being treated in the Holographic Medical Pod before their contract discharge time is up and they are administered the age regression protocol.
Interactive super computer software display that can encode memory engrams onto the brain during the age regression protocol process. Some of the Med Pods have bio-mimetic gel on them which will synthesize healthy and young cell tissue in the body in order to replace the cells that are dying off and can no longer self regenerate.
The bio-mimetic gel is also use to prevent third degree burns from scarring the body so that scar tissue does not build up on the skin. This gel also removes any germs or bacteria that can cause infections in the human body.
Medical Lab for Holographic Medical Pods: The Holographic Medical Pods are usually located in medical lab bays either on space stations, planetary bases, or on space ships. These Med Pods can be installed virtually anywhere as they do not require much power to operate.
"The Reatomization process, when the body lays into it, there is an algorithm and there is a computer database and it actually identifies your DNA in your body and it does a complete internal analysis.
"What it actually does is shows the internal operation very clearly in a 3D format of a lifetime, how your organs, where your organs, are, how they’re functioning.
"It analyzes your blood and it also depicts any damage or illness or disease within the body that is not normal, then it it will come back through voice communication.
"It’ll ask you: 'Do you want a full reatomzation of your body or do you just want this one area taken care of?' It’ll give you that option. If you want the entire body Reatomized you lay there, you go into a deep sleep, there’s no injection, no needles or anything.
"The Riatomizer runs over the body and this involves tachyon particles, tachyon energy and also plasma energy. For example, if you want to replicate a banana out of thin air you’re going to have the ability to do that.
"With a computerized database and basically asking the computer to whip you up a banana or water that tastes like bananas, it’s up to you, and you’ll immediately have it.
"The soil, the atmosphere, the water, everything is plasma energy, everything, and the universe is plasma energy, it’s just a different form through vibrational frequency. The idea of the replicator is that whatever you want, you’ll get.
"It reconfigure molecularly structured and identified through the computer in the database of what you really want. The Med Bed looks at the body and corrects imperfections
"Let’s say if you had a DNA flaw which some of us do. We pick up 10% of what our parents give us, in other words if we’ve got some genetic defects we get 10% of our illnesses, 90% is lifestyle 10% is inherited so it gives people a good idea of how much more important it is to take care of yourself.
"When you’re in this Med Bed you don’t go through any pain, or radiation. It’s not like some evil event. You basically wake up and you look in the mirror and the white hair now it’s the color it was when you were in your 20s. Your creepy skin is gone, your eyesight, your hearing, your taste, your smell, everything as a 20-year-old.
"Let’s say that you had your thyroid irradiated, what the allopathyc industry does, they irradiate your thyroid and your thyroid is useless now and you have to take pills the rest of your life because they killed it.
"What the Reatomization does is it revitalizes and returns that organ back to a healthy young state.
"Let’s say that you had your gallbladder removed and doctors say your liver will take over and everything will be fine. That's not the case, it causes other problems in the body.
"But when you go through the reatomization process the gallbladder is regenerated. So your gallbladder is regenerated and brought back to life.
It’s pretty much if our immune systems are free to do what they were designed to do, keep us young and vibrantly healthy.
"The problem is that the the allopathic system and the corruption on Earth's surface doctors telling you that you got to take this pill for this, and this pill for that. And because of those pills or foreign entities being introduced into your body the side effects of bleeding, nausea, diarrhea, constipation and death follow.
"When you’re looking at all of those things you start to realize that your immune system is attacking those chemicals because they’re foreign substances. Your immune system, as time goes by, is constantly being affronted and attacked, so it never has time to renew your teeth, skin, hair and eyesight, so your body slowly but surely deteriorates and becomes compromised. Your immune system becomes so compromised that it cannot recover as it is fighting constant abnormalities that you have been told to introduce into your body on a continual basis.
"The fear factor is played in there by saying, well you know Mrs. Johnson you have to take this pill because if you don’t this will happen. You’ll have side effects but they'll be okay. But because of the side effects of that pill Mrs. Johnson we had to bring you back in, we have to give you another pill because it’s damaged this area here by taking that pill so we have to give you another pill. It continues that way, as you’re a dollar sign in the current system.
"You’re kept alive artificially, actually the life expectancy rate in our country has actually dropped with all of these so-called wonderful pharmaceuticals.
"With the Med Bed your body is healthy and new again, but your mind isn’t because you’ve lived those years and you will be counseled on becoming much more aware of naturopathic, ayurvedic, herbology, crystallology etc., the different applications of how you can keep yourself healthy naturally, so you don't need the Med Bed again.
"The Med Bed will be available when the forces out there, even hidden, we’re not talking about the big ones because they’re being taken down, we’re talking about the many ones that are in towns and cities and different villages across America that are not good people. They’re miniature versions of DC and so what happens is that they try to stop you and then do bad things. We have to be very covert on the deployment of the Med Beds. We just can’t go out there and start putting them out there like suckers. We have to have manufacturing, crews, high level security, manufacturing facilities with clean line of assembly which means totally medically clean rooms to put the parts together and to get them working.
"We have plans for an infrastructure that we put together over the years to introduce the technology of the Med Bed. The whole idea of that is to get to the serious the ones, that are really bad, if you’re going to die in 2 weeks, people that have severe forms of diabetes for example.
"We’ve got a long list of people but we have to do it securely and safely and so we put together a plan in order to carry that out and to get to as many people as we can, go to certain areas on the planet and then start the treatments for people and to have enough units so that we can do many people at one time.
"Imagine that if it was a publicized situation we will be inundated and overwhelmed and basically be trampled on and probably killed with the feeding frenzy of the human race wanting to be fixed, the dark side of human nature. They want it now and they’ll do anything to get it. It would be nice if everyone was benevolent, loved everyone and all is wonderful.
"There’s a lot of talented people that have so much to offer and obviously we’ll call on the universe and Creator to bring those people forward so that we can get things done.
"One word let out the wrong way can cause a lot of attention and you’re dealing with organizations that would prefer not to have this Med Bed technology out there. That’s why it’s been from Humanity.
"My attitude along with others is that the human race should not have to worry about the disease, should be financially set for the rest of their lives, so that those factors are totally removed, and that’s coming now. You won't be constantly stressed out about health and financial condition.
This is long-term, obviously it’s not going to happen in a couple of months, but just as most people have a refrigerator in their house, I want the Med Bed in everyone’s house.
"There’s no doctors or anything, we don’t need them, no matter how many of the old guards would like to think that the human race is a bunch of useless eaters, don’t mean anything and they’re all garbage, as the human race has a high level of intelligence and consciousness that can make it, constant miracles happening, but that’s our long-term goal.
"There will still be natural type of doctors around that will be able to help people in certain situations, but we’re not going to have a conventional hospital type of structure where you go in and you’re worried about dying. In this country alone the 3rd leading cause of death is hospital stays, some of them for just regular normal procedures. There’s so many stress factors put on the human race that it’s amazing that they’ve survived this far, so getting the Med Bed out to all is our goal, one of the main Humanitarian Projects."
Arcturian Group Message 10/4/20
Onenessofall.com Marilyn@onenessofall.com via em.secureserver.net
OCTOBER 4, 2020
Welcome, dear readers.
A sense of losing hope has come to some of you even as you resist it. Know that it is ok to feel the emotions that arise in these powerfully energetic times as so much negativity is being amplified in the outer. Don't resist them or judge yourself when they appear, but rather simply recognize them for what they (impersonal) are and let them go. They can serve as perfect tools for practicing what you know.
Much of what you are now witnessing in the outer scene is a three dimensional response to false fear information being promoted through multiple media forms by those who stand to benefit from maintaining ignorance and fear in the majority.
Many old and no longer relevant programs are breaking down in order to begin shifting into higher form but to human thinking it seems as if everything is regressing and getting worse. Those who do not understand what is taking place then react from their level of consciousness, which is often based in duality and separation.
Spiritual evolution is unstoppable. The three dimensional belief system that has governed life on earth for eons, must dissolve into its own nothingness in order to be replaced by that which is of a higher reality. This has always been known by truth seekers but many did not expect the journey from three through fourth and into fifth dimensional energy to be filled with so much chaos and confusion. Rather, they envisioned a gentle transition into a happy peaceful world without troublemakers.
Let go of any and all concepts you may still hold with regard to what personal or global ascension should look like. Trust the Divine plan to unfold as it will for it is a process, a very powerful one that cannot be interfered with by those who simply don't like the idea. Individuals ascending into higher dimensional energy while remaining in their physical bodies has never before happened and is being observed with excitement by those in other dimensions.
If an individual were to integrate high resonating energy all at once without preparation, he would die, because his physical system would not be capable of assimilating it. This is why you are experiencing a process wherein remaining dense energies clear from cellular memory and at the same time those of a higher resonance integrate. The speed, timing, and readiness for this is determined by each one's Higher Self so never compare your process with that of another.
Not all are ready in this lifetime for the full integration of 5th dimensional energy. In fact, they may be doing exactly what they came to do in this life and attempts to enlighten someone when they are not yet ready will simply be interference. This is why it is important to let go of feeling the need to "awaken" friends and family in the false belief that you are doing them a favor. Always trust your intuition regarding who has "ears to hear" and then you can lovingly share what you know.
Occasionally the mind of someone newly awakened to energy and truth interprets the integration of the higher and different frequencies as being an invader and resists it, causing the person to experience pain, negativity, and often fear. As the mind becomes accustomed to the process these things subside.
Allow, allow, allow, dear ones. You have reached a readiness for allowing.
Allowing does not mean giving up in the sense of being powerless, but rather means choosing to live each now moment from your highest level of spiritual awareness without attempting to heal, change, or correct it. It requires living truth 24/7, not just when it is convenient.
In order to move into allowing one must first understand it because to human thinking allowing makes no sense and seems contrary to three dimensional beliefs about how to live a successful life. Allowing is a step in every person's evolutionary process as they attain a consciousness of ONE. This then allows them to live life from a place of trust and confidence, with awareness of the reality that underlies all appearances. You who read and resonate with these messages are ready to allow, otherwise you would not be interested or even understand this information.
You have done the preparatory work throughout your many lifetimes. You have studied and practiced many different truths and had good, bad, and horrible learning experiences. You have lived in convents, monasteries and ashrams. You have been warriors and peacemakers, male and female, rich and poor, smart and stupid, healthy and sick, happy and miserable, free and slave. You are now qualified to accept the reality of who and what you are and cease judging yourself by three dimensional standards that have become obsolete for you.
For lifetimes you have been taught and even now the world still teaches that your good is outside of you and you must do whatever it takes to get it. You are taught methods and techniques for attracting it to you even in metaphysical teachings. So called "experts" in all areas of life have been endowed with the power to determine your choices, which in reality is a surrendering of the innate power every individual has as a Divine Being.
All must eventually come to believe and trust that they are made of God substance, Divine Consciousness and therefore already embody everything that constitutes God--peace, harmony, abundance, safety and security, completeness, wholeness, intelligence, and that their reality is Omnipresent, Omnipotent, and Omniscient on every level. This constitutes absolute truth. Attaining the consciousness of it is what the journey is all about.
Do not make the mistake some have made when learning about oneness with God and then proceed to go abut declaring that they need to nothing because "I am God" or "Everything is illusion, just ignore it". This is very foolish because until truth becomes an attained state of consciousness, it remains just information and cannot manifest outwardly. Getting there is the evolutionary process.
As truth integrates and becomes one's state of consciousness, he/she will begin to experience God qualities in their personal life, qualities that have always been fully present but were not accessible through human thinking. Remember, consciousness is the substance of form.
Example; A medical doctor who has attained a consciousness of his/her completeness as a Divine Being, will find the solution to some medical problem simply present itself to his awareness without struggle. Mind interprets consciousness individually. That is, the mechanic will not get a new idea for surgery, nor will the surgeon received information on how to fix his car (unless he asks and needs it).
It is time to claim your Divinity rather than continuing to look at the idea of ONEness as being simply a nice idea for those more spiritual than you. No one is more spiritual than another. NONE. The difference is that some know it and some don't. All are Source expressing ITself for IT is all that exists.
Religiosity has come to be thought of as spirituality. The trappings, rites, and rituals of many religions will dissolve as mankind becomes increasingly aware that they are already one with Source and don't need religious "hoopla" to make it happen. There are those who will continue to need these things as a first step in their awakening and so they will not completely go away, but for most they will no longer be necessary.
Every time you meet a challenge from your highest level of awareness, it becomes a part of the collective where it then can be accessed by others who may need this exact solution in their life. Because there is only ONE, everyone's actions and thoughts automatically become a part of collective consciousness. As the collective is increasingly fed with energies of truth and Light, higher forms can begin to emerge in the outer scene. You help to lift the collective simply through ordinary acts done or words spoken with spiritual awareness and Love. This is the work.
There is no need to become a world leader or guru in order to do what you came to do. It is simply a matter of living the truth you know about yourself and others in all situations and as you do this, more awareness unfolds and opens you to new levels. Living truth is difficult during these times. Fear and anger make it very tempting to revert back to the familiar with solutions and thinking that worked in the past. However, the energy that once sustained many of these concepts no longer exists making them unworkable.
Each day brings increasingly higher Light frequencies. You will feel them but so also will those still fully enmeshed in illusion often empowering them toward some sort of outer action. Acknowledge the Light within every person especially those causing problems. Visualize flames of Light surrounding the earth and send Light from your Sacred Heart Center to all of earth's kingdoms--crystal/mineral, plant, animal, devic/elemental/nature spirit, and all people.
Living life from this level need not be complicated. It does not require living alone on a mountain top meditating day and night although a few are still being called to simply hold the Light. Rather it is learning to live, be, and allow one's highest realized truth about God, self, and all life forms to govern your choices.
You are silent vigilant sentinels observing and standing guard over truth as you witness the play of illusion versus reality.
You are ready.
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