This morning I awoke to find a horrible pressure ridge or buckling happening in the very middle of our kitchen hardwood floor. I is a big trip hazard next to our fridge & just barely goes down when I place my 230lbs standing on it...
What a disaster! I'd just had a fairly powerful time of meditating/listening to spiritual media & this challenge rather deflated me! It has been a monstrously difficult period as I am coming out of severe heart & kidney problems that have put me out of work & left me laid up for nearly 4 months in a new home we are trying to renovate- I have been pressed on all sides. I've been trying my best to move up the ascension staircase, get my health back amidst medications that have it in for me, maintain and renovate a large home that needs a lot build this website without funds etc... Yesterday this was all getting too me for I'm only scratching the surface of what I'm up against and it was odd to run into this new additional problem today...
I struggled with it for a few minutes then decided to at least try to be grateful for the new challenge as I asked the angels what to do about it.... hmmmm?
Slowly the answers started to come and it appears basement humidity is our issue - something common in the north with our humid summers plus we are on a wetland sight. More import was the question as to why this was happening - what was I supposed to learn here? It came to me that like the floor boards I have been experiencing pressure from all sides and was sort of bursting from it. That's not hard to see, but now what do I do about my own pressure problems and how do I learn from this?
I discovered two things. Firstly, in the future I need to give myself more room to expand and grow - not pack so much in or surround myself so tightly with tasks. I've been notorious for that and most of the reasons I take on too much are in trying to please others over my own needs. Nothing has to be done , really, nor will we ever get it all done... but if we "glow with the flow & flow with the glow" we will be lead to what is important in that moment of now.
Secondly, breathe! Step back from problems to observe them without emotions building. Those frustrations can completely block the flow of ideas while simultaneously putting us into ego where more friends of the ego thoughts can come and have a house party in your head sending one on a tailspin. Conversely, breathing is a powerful release, yes, but also actuates and brings in those divine energies around us. It is so simple and yet so powerful. Slowly one begins to realize or remember that everything is for our good and often serving to direct us to something better or keeping us on the right path, aligned with our highest best...
I hope this is helpful to somebody out there - we're all in this together & as our collective consciousness rises everything & everyone benefits
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