This week, the Collective answer a question from a Lightworker who wrote in to say:
Some of us Lightworkers have only recently been fully awakened to our true Higher identities. We are constantly having an inner fight between “normal” human identity vs. our identity as a being of Divine Light.
For those who desperately miss their true Home and have constantly been praying/asking to go back there; who always felt like they were “different,” like an alien who’s been dropped off on a strange planet; who are strong empaths who feel everything, and find it too overwhelming at times . . .
What advice can the Collective give, for us to get through this challenging phase, so that we can acclimate to life as a Light Being on a third (though soon, fifth) dimensional planet, and fulfill the mission we came here to do?
The Collective: Greetings, dear ones!
This is an excellent question, and one that every Lightworker holds daily in their hands, asking intuitively for guidance, even when they do not form the exact phrases as you have done.
And we would say, that this is a challenge that is appearing on two levels.
You are indeed awakening to your true, Higher identity, and this is a blessed and miraculous moment for you, and for the humanity that experiences your Light.
Yet you are also an intermediary; you are at every moment, whether you are aware of it or not, absorbing the higher energies now coming to the Earth in increasingly powerful levels and amounts, and anchoring those higher forms of Light into Earth Herself, and into humanity’s consciousness.
And so we would say, that if you didn’t feel odd, out of sorts, out of place, and missing your real home and body many days, that that would be very strange indeed!
For it is natural for one on such a mission to feel that you were one day simply “dropped off” by your home culture, who then lifted off from the Earth’s surface and returned home without you.
And perhaps you imagine some days, when you are feeling most alone, that they were unaware of the severity of the situation, and the isolation you would find yourself in, in this Earth life.
Or that they knew you would suffer and feel alone and quite different from others, yet somehow missed the fact that they had the power to bring you home, and left you in this strange, cold, unfeeling place of some beauty but also considerable violence and chaos.
We wish you to understand, and they wish you to understand, that you were not abandoned, and that you have never been forgotten.
Nor are you consigned to feeling strange and out of place indefinitely—the very fact that you speak of other worlds and other Galactic cultures and orientations, speaks of an awakened spirit who is open to seeing themselves as a member of an intergalactic community of Light Beings!
This journey you are on has been about your own re-awakening, and the growth gained in that awakening process, on a soul level—this time, from within a human body.
For there is always an awakening, when you leave your body. There is always a returning and a remembering of Who you really are, and how you generally move through the Universe, including what dimensions, planets, and solar systems you prefer to inhabit.
Yet this particular awakening is occurring while you are in a human body—the lowest, densest, and most fragile form of physical expression in this Universe—the third dimensional expression of physicality.
You joyfully took on this astounding journey, as a powerful explorer takes on a new adventure, with vigor and great anticipation of new vistas to be explored. It was a journey that no one could dissuade you from.
Your loving soul family do in fact nearly envy (if envy were among their emotions) your experience of being physically present on Earth as this move from third to fifth dimensional reality is unfolding.
They look on with fascination and in-depth admiration at your bravery, your brilliance, your strength, your tenacity.
They see you never letting go of the ship’s wheel, no matter how hard the winds blow, how much freezing rain blinds your sight, how many roaring sea monsters claw at you.
No matter what trusted colleagues and shipmates abandon you by either doubting your ability to steer to safety, or jumping ship altogether.
Your soul family are among those hovering just overhead, feeling the immensity of the task you took on, sending whatever encouragement and support they may—that which you told them would be acceptable to you, before you incarnated here, and that which they are able to offer within the constraints of the Ascension process, which cannot be done for a planet or Her people.
And look, friends! Look at how far you have come, how amazingly and powerfully you have evolved, in the astoundingly short time that is an Earth life.
Look at how you are aware, unlike nearly all your past lives, that you have been here many times before, and this time, to aid in Earth’s Ascension.
Look at how much stronger you are now than you have ever been, in both releasing the ego-mind’s need to argue, to defend, to judge, to identify as a victim, or to consider it a loss when you must release something that is no longer for your higher good.
Look at how you have come to honor the heart-mind and all its beauty and depth, in both accepting that there is Joy in life, and that it is your determination to find it, no matter the outer circumstances you are facing.
Look at how you are increasingly aware of your support team of Angelic guardians, spirit guides, and higher self, speaking and conferring with them each day as if they were friends in the room with you, for indeed they are—very powerful, very wise ones.
Look at how you are beginning to remember, even in the depths of the density that is the remains of the third dimensional Earth, Who you are in the larger sense—your soul work and identity, and your connections to those in the higher realms—those amongst the Angels, Faery, Elemental, and planetary kingdoms and Ascended Masters whom you count as your friends and colleagues in the higher dimensions.
Could you have been dissuaded from coming here, dear ones, whatever the risks? No—that was not possible, though many tried.
Most understood your feeling of urgency, that Earth had cried out for help, and that help must arrive. And that Earth’s people were now ready to throw off the shackles of eons-long oppression, to claim their sovereignty once more.
And so you came, and yes, you left your loved ones, your culture, your music and dance, your beautiful star or planet or dimension, your twin flame and soul family—or at least, left the outer appearances of such.
And the miracles you have created, merely by being present upon this Earth at this time, have created the platform for nothing less than the unprecedented occurrence of an entire planet moving from the third to the fifth dimension.
This is something your Universe has not yet witnessed anywhere else.
Yet because of the bravery of Earth’s people, and the Light Beings who came forth to assist them, it will occur elsewhere now, on other third dimensional planets.
And so as you consider that you are alone, that you wish to go Home, that you are feeling dispossessed and cut off from all that is real and precious to you—consider the brilliance of the miracle, that you are able to be aware that this is not your real home.
That is an Ascension property and process, to be aware of such, and you are living under that pressure with ongoing bravery, strength, and astounding patience.
In truth, all whom you love are not separate from you, and could never be. They are with you in all ways, at all times.
Your true Home exists in your heart, and if you will allow it—if you call it forth—the miracle of your Home life presence in your own spirit will come forward and express itself in beautiful and empowering terms.
You are also capable of meeting those on this Earth who are of your Home—your Galactic race, your culture, your soul mission.
Call out to them inwardly, and instruct your support team to connect you with them in your daily life wherever possible, and to connect you more fully with your soul family and twin flame, that you will feel and fully know their beautiful loving presence with you throughout the day and night.
And then realize, dear ones, that you can only move forward from here.
Forward into more joy, into more realization of your own strength and adaptability, into the full beauty and power and necessity of your mission, and the Love that empowers it at all times.
Namaste, friends! We wish you to know, now more than ever: You are never alone.
Copyright 2016, Caroline Oceana Ryan