“You’re a Beacon, Not a Leader” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestryCreations.com.
Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.
Some of you are adjusting easily to the new energies. Others are frightened, angry, or upset. We address those who are upset.
Do you remember how difficult it was for your child or grandchild to roll over the first few times he or she attempted to do so? And how angry some of those infants became during their attempts? So it is for you now.
Even though you are fully capable, those surrounding you do not believe such is possible, or want it to happen. They want you safe and stabilized on your 3D blanket. Whenever you attempt to roll over, they construct some sort of barrier that stops you from doing so. Which continues your belief that nothing other than left-over society fear is possible.
You have a choice you are not accepting – whether or not to believe in your innate abilities as do all infants learning to roll, stand, walk, and run. Even though infants most often fall in their first attempts, they continuously return to their inner-being assignment of the possibilities.
So it is for you now. Ignore everyone despite your connections to them. Continue with your inner directives, and you will soon be running. Follow their fears, and you will continue to lie on your blanket in frustration.
When you arrived on earth in this lifetime, you knew what you wished to accomplish. That mission has softened or been ignored for a very long time. Now, you are beginning to remember in the recesses of your thoughts and actions. The difficulty is that you are surrounded by others who do not or do not wish to understand your evolution.
So you cower a bit as you delicately try to balance between what was and what is. Creating fear within you, for you cannot balance the two any longer. You are new you with new skills and inner directions. Directions that will lead you to your creative and creation goals.
But also directions that seem far-fetched whenever you attempt to voice or act upon them in the presence of those who refuse or are yet unable to understand your needs and yearnings.
Nonbelievers will attempt to dampen your enthusiasm, just as they have for eons.
So how do you break your pattern of listening to others despite your inner needs? That is your choice.
But because you have evolved beyond the need to follow others, your dilemma is self-made. Your decision is whether it is more important for you to retain their love and acceptance or to be yourself.
Many of you believe you will be alone if you follow your inner-being messages – as you might be in the human world. But like the infant who needs to roll over despite the attempts of others to contain him or her, you will not be able to contain yourself for long. For your self-urges are stronger than anything anyone of earth or the ethers can direct.
You are a self-contained being who cannot be altered by others no matter how diligently you try to follow their lead. Your need to be will squeeze out like toothpaste in a tube even if others try to stop you.
So it is time for you claim yourself easily instead of fighting the inevitable. You are no longer of 3D even if you wish to be to save a relationship or to hide from others. You are a sparkling beacon of joy and light.
Your most recent attempts to hide will only create fear within you and anger within others. For as the energies strengthen – which is an ongoing event the next few weeks – more and more will be able to read your frustration, fear, and anger even if it is not voiced.
There is no need for you to be on a soapbox declaring new you. Just as there is no need to pretend you are content in your 3D prison.
“Who am I?” continues to be your quest. A quest to create that which you entered earth in this lifetime to create.
You cannot be joyful and a creator of the new, if you cower in 3D fear. Such does not mean you need to isolate yourself, leave your job or relationship, or battle others to claim yourself. You are only responsible for you. Who are you? And how are you going to get there?
Of course, such questions seem outlandish given your current circumstances, for if you do this, that will happen. The same fear that held you captive for earth eons.
The energies floating about now are creation energies which can only be accessed once you fully accept self-love.
Some of you may need a self-love lesson brush-up. Not because such is necessary, but because you wish to jump to creation without completing your self-love lessons.
Your evolution to new you is a step-by-step process which only moves forward once a phase is completed. This channel is for those who need to return to self-love for a bit before creating that of which you are dreaming.
You cannot wait for someone to tell you to create or love yourself for you control the time and place of doing so. If you trust your inner messages, such will happen easily and effortlessly.
It is impossible for you to walk two paths as the paths have moved too far apart.
Decide. Do you follow your inner messages or outer dictates? If outer dictates reign, it is not yet time for you to create. Instead, return to your self-love lessons.
How you will know? Quite simply by your feelings. If you are angry, sad, melancholy, or any emotion other than light joy, you have a few self-love make-up lessons to complete.
Such words might make you fearful for you are not certain how to complete those make-up lessons. The easiest approach is to follow your inner messages. What do you want to do versus what you feel you should do? And so it is. Amen.
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