This message appeared for me quite synchronistically...I was feeling very reluctant to go to my work today I searched for more & more motivation, but I'm still feeling like procrastinating. I am recognizing now that I have more work to do to uncover & release many fears- fears that unknowingly are stealing my joy, causing me to feel like I;m not getting where I want spiritually, & costing me a fair bit as I am self-employed in landscaping (no this blog is just my giving t the world- it is not my job) & if I don't work I don't get paid...
There is sometimes a comfort plateau we reach spiritually when we hear certain massgaes over & over, & in my case blog about some , but we become somewhat desensitized to them. When this happens you can feel stuck or like this is as good as it gets, or even that you are being disingenuous/ non-authentic because you aren't able to find your own way in that moment despite what you've learned or taught others... that's just the ego..we're ALL works in progress & in this thing together, it's not a competition & we are not here to judge one another. We all need help & thank God for messages such as the above or these thoughts coming to us now... When you help yourself & intend along the path, the Universe helps you.
Time to forgive ourselves, love ourselves & laugh at our beautiful imperfections that teach us.
Embrace our "mistakes' & have a great day, releasing those "dust bunnies" of fear in the corners of our ego minds - GET SOME LIGHT IN HERE!
Where is your pain hiding? Is it behind your positive attitude where it can never been seen or judged? Is it under the motivation you use to keep from thinking about it? Is it on the opposite side of that brightly lit corner of your mind where you will never have to look at it? Acknowleging pain is very important in your growth process, do not tuck it away. If ignored, it will begin to take away small pieces of you as a way of getting your attention like a child vying for a parent’s affections. “Look at me, see me, feel me, talk to me”! Take some time to honor your pain. Just like every other part of you, it is beautiful. ~ Creator
Re-blogged with gratitude from the Creator Writings by Jennifer Farley